銀月的诗

据说
銀月的光
是为有情人而舖照的
可否
能在这清冷的夜
留一小片
给愴惶而來的
醉漢
细飲
相思無叶红豆尽落时
恋歌是絲絲无声的夜風将千眼的
星夜
吹落
那漢子捲着
自己的長影
无語

一零年十二月十三日稿

无题121210

将一切的寂寞

交給清月

快樂就能從它冷冷的弯勾

萌芽吗？卿卿

相思樹的刀叶

为何伤割着

多少痴情人的淚眼

和風不再

灯花难再燃

寒夜的心

有不尽的哀嘆

風不识情的日子

仅有夜梟的悲鳴

最痛人

｟二零年十二月十二日初稿｠

缘

世間有时有些亊真的令人費解。就像镜池突掉下一顆石子。漣漪全都乱了。天外流星飞落，惟何偏偏这顆却掉在这里？飞花成泥，落英魂逝。为何又在此青灯黃頁夜，挑起各種难言的心跳。

来时的路，不堪回首。走着重覆的路，是愚者的選擇。只恨上蒼弄人，将春花植于秋夜，让斯人愁夜孤飲到天明。醉与醒，一線之分，无奈戲与人生也似乎如此。

且随天意，禍福自如。罢了罢了。这恼人的世缘。

Self Portrait 2010

很久都没制作自画像了。这一张就算吧。同时也一拼抒发目前自己的心态。：））

错生的红叶

南方错生那一片枫红
刺扎于
湿热且烦躁的林木间
不管是以什么姿势
一眼
就如此令人感到错位与不安
风雨如常的日子
他将一生的色彩展尽后
仅待
突来的清风
悄然
逝落

10年12月9日

一些感触

Titan Arum

The titan arum or Amorphophallus titanum (from Ancient Greek amorphos, "without form, misshapen" + phallos, "phallus", and titan, "giant") is a flowering plant with the largest unbranched inflorescence in the world. (The largest single flower is borne by the Rafflesia arnoldii; the largest branched inflorescence in the plant kingdom belongs to the Talipot palm, Corypha umbraculifera). It thrives at the edges of rainforests near open grasslands. Though found in many botanic gardens around the world it is indigenous only to the tropical forests of Sumatra. Due to its odor, which is reminiscent of the smell of a decomposing mammal, the titan arum is also known as a carrion flower, the "Corpse flower", or "Corpse plant" (Indonesian: bunga bangkai – bunga means flower, while bangkai means corpse or cadaver; for the same reason, the same title is also attributed to Rafflesia which, like the titan arum, also grows in the rainforests of Sumatra).

The popular name titan arum was invented by the broadcaster and naturalist Sir David Attenborough, for his BBC TV series The Private Life of Plants, in which the flowering and pollination of the plant were filmed for the first time. Attenborough felt that constantly referring to the plant as Amorphophallus on a popular TV documentary would be inappropriate. In fact, most titan arum plants in cultivation were grown from seeds collected by Dr. James Symon and Wilbert Hetterscheid during filming.
(Extracted from: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Titan_arum)

I read the news this morning, that our Botanical Gardens have one of these flower in bloom, I took a taxi and rushed down to view it. As it is shown in this photo, it only started to flower, but the color were striking.

一段文艺因缘

与学報在年輕时，有过一段超过十年的因缘。

它曾是我年少时的良伴。它也提供了我一個舒发情感的空間。我在他的園地，发表了我绝大部分的诗作。在此，一定得感謝当时数位負責编務的主编先生，如此抬举。

只是时日境遷，未知学報依旧出版？仅此以这幾張剪貼，让记忆長存！

Exercise and Health

Recently another young lady died in her flat unit at her young age. This prompt me to wonder actually how healthy are we. Most of us take our meals at hawker centers, and the cooking oil as well as other ingredient may not be of good quality. No one could blame these hawkers, as they too need to earn a living; cutting down the base cost would help them to get higher profits. In doing so, our health would have to compensate.

Medically proven that taking in high saturated fat food intake would raise the risk of heart disease. One way of lowering this risk or to delay its onset is to do more exercise.

When talking about exercises, lots of us would say that we do not have the time! But are we doing to terminate our life for this vain reason?

爱莲说

中学时，唸过这篇短文。谁知它竟影響我整个後半生！其中一句‘

出淤泥而不染’，更塑造了自己部分的性格。今夜重读后，依舊心有慽慽焉。現今之人，还有几人怀有如此磊落之怀？？悲也。

水陆草木之花，可爱者甚蕃：晋陶渊明独爱菊，
自李唐来，世人盛爱牡丹。予独爱莲之出淤泥而不染
，濯清涟而不妖；中通外直，不蔓不枝；香远益清，
亭亭净植，可远观而不可亵玩焉。
予谓：菊，花之隐逸者也；牡丹，花之富贵者也
；莲，花之君子者也。噫！菊之爱，陶后鲜有闻。莲
之爱，同予者何人？牡丹之爱，宜乎众矣！

看海

那日无心到圣淘沙一游，行走间，竟走得日落西沉。不觉间走過当日与兒子住过的那间五星级酒店，見它己物是人非。酒店名字巳拆下，应该是要改建成其他用途吧！

走到鄰近的海边，見斜陽己近落，便想等它下沉的刹那，拍几张照留念。谁知坐在海的前方，看著它扬呀扬的，竟扬得心头情绪起伏。往事前尘，尽上心头！回望来时路，真是不堪唏噓。惟世亊难料，无人能解。只嘆许是前世欠人太多，今生逐一清还。

风晚日红，湄边斯人独企長影，等待眼前衆星将冷夜點明！吾可是那急沉的夕日？冥灭前激情地散发那剩餘的光芒？

眼前渡輪嗚鳴回港，倦鳥回巢。我亦烬灰而去，归向空茫。

潮骚

第一次听到这首歌时，应该是三十年前的事。当时，

是吾友慧丽介紹的。当时对日语的歌詞不堪了解。只觉得它的旋律不错。日後才开始了解它的意義。及後，就开始对五轮真弓的歌引起兴趣。到坊間寻找她的音碟。久听之後，发现她有它媚人之处！她的声韻剛中帶柔，还索着一絲絲女性的哀怨！

感觸

每一次听到歌曲’新不了情’时，总是感慨万千。只因一生都被情所困，欲拔不能。今夜，歌者在台上再次深情的唱出这首歌时，千头万绪，涌上心头。恨不得大口将眼前的红酒，一气喝完！以消前尘的恩怨。但又想到不可失礼于人，只好浅嚐为意。只怪歌者用情太深，唱入肺腑；自己无法自控。

一生茫茫于世，功名皆得；只是敗在情感的五指间。终其一生，依舊是孤魂一隻，游离于嘩然的人间。知吾心者，竟无一人。惟有明月孤星相伴餘生。游戲人间，洒然而逝，看來必是吾之最终结局。

罢了罢了，‘这一份情，永遠难了，願来生再度拥抱，爱一个人，如何厮守到老，怎樣面對一切，我不知道。。。。。。

Aung San Suu Kyi

Suu Kyi, a Noble Prize recipient in 1991 was released yesterday, after more than 15 years of unreasonable house arrest. This is a victory for a peaceful but determine peace fighter in Myama. I salute to her fighting spirit and patience

This is the first clip that is duped with the song lyrics. It took me almost two hours all together.